The table bears the weight of all

[caption id="attachment_155" align="aligncenter" width="1024"]Photo by Steven Bush Photo by Steven Bush[/caption]

They sit around a dinner table, sheltered in the warmth of friends and food, bulwarks against the dark and rainy night, both within and without. Eight people, for whom this common table is the tangible evidence of metaphysical truth.

Laughter and joy fill the room. Conversation flows easily, story lines are synchronized and updates offered.

The joyful interactions are not a veil, but a balm. This family, gathered around this table, comforts each other in love.

Dinner is on the table, a handmade relic with fading value. The family finds joy in the simple pleasure of a meal, around a shared table. Feasting in the light of truth already known, and beauty yet to come.

The host serves his brothers out of love, his hands doing the work of the one who is not seen. A woman comforts her hurting sister, her loving arms standing in for a future embrace.

As the table is cleared, burdens are laid out. A cluttered sink of dirty dishes is left to sit, passed over in favor of the broken people gathered here.

Honesty reigns, and confessions flow. Fear of change and the future ahead. Fear of the past and pain not left behind. A knowing greed for time and comfort. Identity lost in the midst of suffering. Doubt. Brokenness. Lies.

But hope does not founder. A chorus of voices speak a healing truth, even through the mist of their pain. Light bathes the table.

Confidence in our future hope breaks fear's grip. Hope loosens the hold of the past. Repentance is sought. Love comforts. Restores.

The table bears the weight of all.


Louis C.K. explains our need for the gospel, without knowing it


In this clip Louis C.K. explains our need for the gospel to Conan O'Brien, without knowing it. Here's the key part.

You need to build an ability to just be yourself and not be doing something. That's what the phones are taking away, is the ability to just sit there. That's being a person. Because underneath everything in your life there is that thing, that empty—forever empty. That knowledge that it's all for nothing and that you're alone. It's down there.

Well, I assume he does not realize, or probably agree, that the emptiness he's talking about is our need for Jesus. But that's exactly what it is. There is always a glimpse of truth in the art of this world, sometimes we have to look really hard for it. In this case we don't, because its sitting right out in the open.

Of course, I don't agree with his conclusion, but how he frames the problem? Dead on.


Aspire to live quietly

I honestly wonder what the apostle Paul would think of blogs, Twitter, Facebook and the rest of the social media world.

Now, I don't for one second think that Paul would condemn it outright. The power we have to reach people, strike up conversations, and connect people around the world is amazing, and I think Paul would grasp that. I think an apostle and evangelist of his record would immediately understand how it could be use to reach millions with the gospel.

But it is not that simple. The average Christian does not use social media for this purpose or scale. The average use is far more personal, and potentially problematic. I will be the first to admit it, this topic calls for real self-examination on my part, and this post is the direct result of meditations on the topic. So, dear reader, we are all in the same boat— and I might be the captain.

Over the weekend I was reading 1 Thessalonians, and I came across this passage, which struck me in a new way:

But we urge you, brothers, to do this more and more, and to aspire to live quietly, and to mind your own affairs, and to work with your hands, as we instructed you, so that you may walk properly before outsiders and be dependent on no one.

1 Thessalonians 4:10-12

There is a lot here to think about, but I want to zero in on one question. What does Paul mean when he says, "aspire to live quietly"?

A perusal of the available commentaries reveals a consensus around the meaning of "live quietly". Paul indicates that living peaceably, "without noise", minding their own affairs. He ties this to working hard in the area the Lord has called us to. John Calvin put it best when he summed this idea up in his commentary.

This, therefore, is the best means of a tranquil life, when every one, intent upon the duties of his own calling, discharges those duties which are enjoined upon him by the Lord, and devotes himself to these things.

A quiet life, with focus and devotion on the work the Lord has called us to, is Paul's command to the Thessalonians— and us.

When I read this passage I immediately thought about social media. Our online social existence is anything but quiet. Every hour a couple hundred new tweets fill my feed, all begging to be read. I have a continuous stream of email and text messages. And I have hundreds (no, really, literally hundreds) of articles from blogs and periodicals all lined up for my consumption. In fact, one of my most popular posts is all about how I manage this firehose of information. And, as if all of this is not enough, I am trying to grow my presence online.

I do not have hundreds of thousands of followers on Twitter. I don't even have a thousand. My wife's and my marriage project blog had a good number of readers every day, but it's not like there was a book deal. By all measures of internet fame, I rank pretty dang low. So I'm good right? Sounds like a quiet life online, one might say.

But my heart knows differently.

Often, dare I say the majority of the time, my goal for writing here is to be gospel-affirming and to encourage and exhort others. Yet, I often find my self watching my number of RTs or visitors to the site in Google Analytics. I find myself wanting to be heard, to be admired, and to be approved of. In all of these things I seek the approval of my fellow man, and ignore the approval already found in my Savior. Like all created things, social media is not, in and of itself, bad. It is good. It is a gift of a loving and creative God. But, as with all created things, fallen men and women will take this good thing and place it above the Creator

I wonder how unique this realization is. My suspicion is that online narcissism is so common in our day and time it is not even thought to be remarkable. That it often does not even merit mentioning.

I pray that the Lord grants me repentance. I pray that I come to see my thinking and writing more often as gifts to lay before my King instead of piling them up for my own earthly glory. I pray that I aspire to live quietly and focus on the ministry the Lord has placed in front of me.  And if this post resonates with you on that account, I am praying for you too.


Story Team Weekly

storyteam_logo.1.1The Austin Stone is changing up the way we do bulletins on Sundays, and for Story Team this brings a big change. For 3 years we published our stories on the back of the bulletin for our church body, with a longer edit on the web a few days later. Now, we will not publish the shorter version in the bulletin anymore, but instead we will focus on publishing digitally.

For our church body to continue receiving these powerful stories of redemption, we added an email list to our process. You can sign up here to receive the latest story from our team every Sunday. I hope you do.

I'm excited for this change. It will definitely change the way our church engages with our work, but it also opens up our stories to the wider world. It also frees us up to explore interesting new ways of telling and publishing stories. This change I know that this has prompted a wave of new ideas and approaches that we are exploring. I hope to write about our transition more on this blog.

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